I figure 2 posts a month should suffice :-P

Alright, so here I am back in the world of blogging. Once again (for any readers that may be lingering around...) I am quite sorry for the delay. I apologize for any inconvenience it may have caused (using my customer service canned apology lol).

Anyway, things have been rather boring here. I don't have much to do...I just kind of work and sleep. I have actually started to socialize with people at work and go out to bars on the weekend. Too bad im allergic to the alcohol...but then again i still drink it anyway...then find myself wondering why i am itchy and can't breathe.

I am officially moving back to California at the end of January. I figure I can move back, spend a year getting a culinary degree...then make my escape lol. It won't hurt, and it will give me a chance to save up some money.

I suppose that is all for now. I will start actually posting more on topic things shortly...especially since i've been thinking so much about it all. Sort of a re-evaluation of it all.

Its over...

So the Daddy I thought I had i really didn't. Apparently i annoyed him. Apparently he doesn't have the patience to be a daddy. Apparently he was going to think about "us". He really disappeared off the face of the planet.

Except...

No one wants me.

And I am a little heartbroken.